Yo-yo time | the up and down of life and death

Posted by on May 24, 2020 in cancer diary, video | No Comments
Yo-yo time | the up and down of life and death

It’s yo-yo time folks. Please pull yours out and think of me. Down, up, down, up… Down. One day I am in enough abdominal pain (intestines, stomach, liver, kidneys) to want to die, and then I have

I look west

Posted by on May 6, 2020 in cancer diary | No Comments
I look west

The sun rises in the east while I meditate and do yoga. Heat comes from the south during my practice time. The north remains cold. But I look west, to the setting sun. My time is setting,

I’m taking lessons again, from myself…

Posted by on May 1, 2020 in #techandtone, composition | No Comments
I’m taking lessons again, from myself…

Am I Ready? I am in a phase when I am learning music I wrote from September 2019 to January 2020. It’s a blast. I want to record soon, but am I ready? Never, of course! But